Posted by paddo on February 1, 2009, at 19:31:32
In reply to Nardil / Parnate Atypical Extrem Despres ADHD HELP, posted by beaches09 on February 1, 2009, at 6:53:43
Hey Beaches, I can almost feel your present exasperated misery. Beaches i relate in many ways to your frustration/s due to nothing else then a complicated illness.Whenever i speak to my TEAM the usual psychdoctor therapist as well my g.p. This team ..who by the way personally know of each either through friendship and or uni schooling have established what i call a circle of love and care if i am really cracking up one two or all will catch me. Beaches i am of the believe if you do your practise as a doctor therapist out of love one feels it and in my case i can open up more..social anxiety rules i feel there love. Your illness seems so complicated just as mine . Beaches i have dep/anx ,gad , social anxiety , ocd , epilepsy..today a sore knee i thought i would lighten up my misery mail to you humour at times does help. Beaches more often than not with my therapist i will break down and weep deep very to the core deep weeping..the weeping of loss. On of many triggers i find like many on this site is the aloness within..despair is just that in that state of aloness,its so good to have a therapist who listens out of love the love of humanity dont ever disregard any of the above if you find somehow any good medical practitioner/s. One of my current themes with said therapist never light tears do you know those thick tears ? anyway i just throw it out..saying : this really is happening to ME: not out poor me its sorta like you have read or heard of an individual in simular situation never thinking it would happen to oneself incredulous. Beaches everyday is another day of loss..no job no relationhip/s friends who i am not able to have the mental strength to keep up with..friends wedding funerals ..a quick meeting for coffee will mentally drain me for a week. Hope and a stubborn resiliance ..more HOPE i think keeps me going. I never underestimate this site..fellow travellers in much like yourself in a world of pain. Let me finish by saying i always thought i was on top of my game more athletic then academic. Beaches i have to go i no longer have pter at home..in local library my time is up...hope to mail more to you take care mate...paddo
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