Posted by Kattwoman on October 1, 2008, at 8:52:43
In reply to did Kattwoman ever come back? (nm), posted by elanor roosevelt on September 12, 2008, at 11:27:47
I am here.
I am at the cancer center now.
I thank all of you angels.For some reason I stumbled upon your sight that night.
Yes my plans were laid out perfectly.
I was so ready to go to my God above. The pain was so overwhelming and still is.
I have had God by my side since that night.
Somehow you reported it and the police would not have found me but I had left the room and was going to get a cappichino to drink with my deadly plan.
Two cars with lights pulled up. Asked if I was OK.
Not ignorant I said Sure I am fine. We talked for a while. They left still not knowing what room I was in.
For all they knew I could have followed through.
Although, he spoke to me and I found my self looking at pictures of my family in my car. It was so cool that night. I sat in my car for quite I while. Went back to my room and slept.
I remain in allot of pain. Pain that overwhelms me and then the fear starts.
I thank all of you and I am sorry to put you through my pain.
My life is so uncertain. I just take minute by minute and day by day.
Katt
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