Posted by your#1fan on October 24, 2007, at 23:57:07
What i need, really is an very strong mood stabilizer. Lithium.
My doctor is booked booked booked, im right now just taking xanax, and i tell you at first when i had anxiety it helped, but now with manic episodes it does not help.
I like being somewhat hypomanic (let me explain why) first thing
1)Increased Mood
2)Talkative
3)Feel more emotion, and socialize with people you get enthusiasic!
4)It keeps you going i mean i could be manic.
5)I love to talk with people and be funny.But one thing about my hypomania is that it lasts so littly short, it comes in spurts. Like for a second im up, then i feel
1)decreased overall feeling of life
2)depressed
3)feel rejected
4)I isolate myself because i cant feel any relation to people. Or mainly i just dont talk. Im in a legthargic mental state.This is what you have it. These "auras" that i feel, i feel i have to keep feeling up, but i cant always. I hate feeling mentally lethargic. I do nothing, im apathic, im zoned, i feel nothing but a bum. Its like .......... kinda like you know how waves in water are waving i have a period of complete "flatness" like there nothing going on
here is an example:
good mood: <^^^(())))^^^>
flatness:_____________________This is an example of how my moods are.
Lithium keeps you calm, but i dont want to be calm. Do you see because my kind of calmness is "depression"
Do you see what im saying?
please some advice please....
a fan that needs some help
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