Posted by spriggy on October 16, 2005, at 1:07:52
In reply to Re: Is depakote good for ultra ultra rapid cycling?, posted by 4wd on October 15, 2005, at 22:26:31
Marsha,
I don't know if this will make you feel any better, but we sound identical. I could've written your post.
That's exactly how I feel. Sometimes when I wake up in the morning's my insides literally feel like they are doing jumping jacks and I want to crawl right out of my own skin.
I can't stand the constant state of super high alert-- like I just had a near death experience and my adrenaline is still ultra high and pumping.
It's hard to describe but it's torment. I sometimes think I'd rather be depressed. Then I got really depressed and wished I just had anxiety.
I look forward to going to sleep at night to get relief but dread waking up because I am so scared that feeling will be there.
Some days are better than other's. I have gotten much worse lately-- not sure if it's the weather change, sickness, stress, or what but it's been bad.
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