Posted by bridgey1128 on January 20, 2005, at 21:41:31
In reply to Re:Topamax and weight gain » stresser, posted by iris2 on January 20, 2005, at 19:25:13
I think because I was so worried about losing my eyesight I wasn't noticing any benefits right away. I do know that it did help. It doesn't usually help depression as much but I am lucky as I know what causes my depression and I tend to "reason" my way through mine when I have them. It's rather bizarre. My body feels horrid sometimes. It's like two different people and emotions trapped together. I know that what is going on is just my bipolar and I know I will get through it but at the same time I just feel so crappy sometimes and hopeless. I have done better but I can't say I don't have low times but nothing like I had before. I think the Topomax worked pretty well, pretty quickly on the hypomania and that is what I could tell right off, as soon as the eyesight thing cleared up. I didn't feel the need to talk all the time. I could just, well, shut up. I could tell when I needed to go up because I got grouchy and felt more hyper. This didn't mean I had energy, however. I don't necessarily have energy when I am hyper. I don't know how to explain it. I get hyper around people and depressed at home so I don't get in these wide swings to clean clean clean. I don't want to BE in my house. I want to be out with people and go DO DO DO and be with friends and SPEND MONEY. I don't go overboard or anything like someone with full blown mania. Right now I have to deal with staying at 200mg because I just can't afford anymore and since I am doing a show I can't afford to get the stupids! I have way too much music and too many lines to learn. Anyway, I hope you all are doing well and...where is Kat?
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