Posted by linkadge on December 20, 2004, at 9:55:31
In reply to Re: I know why SSRIs can increase suicidiality, posted by SLS on December 20, 2004, at 7:24:43
I am not adverse to therapy, as I have been in it on and off for the past 3 years.
Anyhow, I just get to feeling: "Life is difficult, it's not going to get a whole lot better, you'd be dumb not to do it!!"
I think the SSRI's have liberated my thinking in some ways. Before AD's, the thought of suicide was dirty, and more importatly I felt that "I didn't have the *right* to kill myself". Its almost like I can think of suicide for the first time without thoughts of burning in hell for eternity.
If I could push a little red button, and dissapear, I would push that button like rats push a lever for cocaine.
Linkadge
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