Posted by Jubilee on October 24, 2004, at 15:00:28
In reply to Re: Anyone had success? » corafree, posted by S.Bartel on October 22, 2004, at 3:38:52
Oh and answer to prayer my God knows my heart and here I have been trying to find a friend on the MPD site,, yes I mean Multiple Per, site for some God Fearing loving new friend , and they don't want to hear about God , who is our only hope in MPD, Liver desease, grief, and ant trial.
I also lost my 27 year old son this last Feb. from an accidental overdose, and miss him terribly , while he's having a wooping good time with the Lord.
anyway, I happened to come back here when I saw your reply Sammi Bartel on my E mail and what a blessing.
And miss Corafree , who also loves God, I find,. And on top of that a fellow friend with her 6 lb poodle friend, and God who gives all life meaning and Hope for tomarroow!!!Yes , I have been praying for you Sammi, and God has healed me from Incurable Gonerea, and given me 4 babies, and healed a bad epideral site , a concusion, two numb legs from my 2 buldging disks, so I don't fall down anymore and no wheel chair for me yet , Praise his awesome name, not to mention deliverance from herion addiction and alcoholicism at 23 years old!, and even Mpd of 16 personalities and I am now one.I am 52 now .
The Lord just told me to look up Fibromialgia 2 weeks ago and now I know what the chronic pain I have lived with since 1983 is about and the pain is all over my body now , but I rejoice in that he is not finished with me yet, and has blessed me with pain meds since 2000 for bulging disks on Methadone which doesnt mess up my head, thank God. I walked out of the fog of MPD on Aug, 31st this year and I am "one" again, after recovering from much exaustion for a month from integration and fusion.!.
I have been blessed with a christian longterm roomate and friend who is also recovering from childhood abuse issues and we are growing in the joy of the Lord daily.!! Used to be married but now platonic.
Sammi,
I take anti nausea pills for when my pain makes me nauseaus, and wondering if they help you at all my friend. ?? It takes great courage to go throu what you are suffering and I am asking the Lord daily for a brand new liver for you ,sis,since I read your first site so you can enjoy your grandkids also and the beautiful days with your beloved poodle and friends..
Hey...Sammi , we are awaiting a new poodle baby girl, from a breeding that our "Stanley John "did in Aug.. and her name will be Jubilee!! I will breed dogs again for fun with my babies, now that I know I'm, not ending up in a wheel chair. Very excited, and ready by December to bring home if she is the right one. Might have to wait for next breeding, and get one in the summer.. puppies smell like gravy and I can't wait. We all should be living life like it's our last day, should we not???Cora...I too lost my people skills at 31 ,as I have been hiding out as a Multiple personality and found I didn't fit in the church community anymore. I kept showing up after my diagnosis in 89, but felt so out of place. # years ago I started watching alot of TBN Christian TV and met a Pastor Paula White, three years back ,and God strarted to heal my fragmented mind through a woman from a background of severe abuse also. God knows how to reach us and feed us and nuture us when we head for the emotional wilderness like I did. Aparently my people skills suck as I have recieved nothing but rejection on the MPD web site. MPD's are as a rule ,real unreliable friends , that all dump you sooner or later I found out by experience over the years . Aparently I didn't learn my lesson. I just came crawling back to this babble board , bruised and bleeding to find you and Sammi again. Think I'll stick around.
On to the subject of Effexor XR that I have been going off since the first of AUG. and am now down to, less than 2 -37's a day, I am happy to say that "slow" has worked well for me.( over all time it's 4 months starting from 300mgs a day) I have been an insomniac for 4 years now ,due to effexor and the last 2 nights I have gone to bed like a normal person without a strong sleeping aid called seriquil, for 5 days now. Seriquil causes jerking of limbs which have left me when I go off it, but is dangerous , but I was so bad I had to have something very strong to sleep. I have delt with hypomania , agitation, and anxioty for 4 years from effexor, along with many other affects like vision loss, but I am blessed because I am almost free.
Sammi , I am going to get you on another prayer line and call Life outreach 1-800 line for prayer for you a new liver, and I have gotten many answers to prayer there on TBN . I suggest checking out a christian chat line where you can get others to pray and believe with you.
Which one of you have Fibromialgia? was it Cora?
Ill, go back and check and come back. I don't get out much due to physical disabilities but I can scope Gods new beauties and mercy every morning from my fromt pourch when I let Stanley out. I have trees and privacy the Lord has blessed us with, Just got some memory foam for my body pain and wake up in less pain, plus started on alpha lipoic acid, and zink, and B12, and potassium and magnissium and malic acid. Has been helping . I bought a bunch of 5$ pillows and made my chair more comfortable for watching TV and reading. . Pamper your bod. God Bless, and hope I cheered your day!!! Jubilee.
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