Posted by pablo1 on July 11, 2004, at 2:17:33
In reply to Xyrem - Why isn't anyone curious?, posted by pablo1 on July 11, 2004, at 1:57:50
Quoting myself: "A lot of my obvious day-to-day anxiety is caused by knowing that I've avoided paying my bills and taking care of things. This is something I SHOULD be worried about but I seem unable to take action to correct it. This has messed up my career and caused my wife to divorce me."
My hope is that this struggle has been meaningful and will force me into pursuing my strengths unabashadly rather than pretending/trying to be what I'm expected to be. It's entirely possible that is just another excuse and I'll never be content until I bow in humility to God through AA but my suspicion is that I'm on the right track. I'm a devout athiest and would be very suprised to see that change.
poster:pablo1
thread:13781
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20040710/msgs/364919.html