Posted by ricardo on February 16, 2003, at 14:00:07
In reply to unresolved trauma, posted by KRISSY on February 14, 2003, at 15:15:37
Hi
I really have no idea whether there can be this kind of hidden trauma in someone's life. Unfortunately, I do remember mine very well - 4 years of moral abuse in junior high school. I've been on psychotherapy for 3 years now, not to mention 2 previous experiences in the past, and I still feel that I'm impotent before the sequels of those years. It's like I'll always be that young teenager being humiliated in front of my whole class, or even all the students in the school during break, with nobody doing anything for that to stop! Now I've been trying AD's... It's like I'm always searching for the happiness that I lost in those years. I feel that I can't succeed in my job as much as I would be able to... I've had a couple of boyfriends that made me suffer more than they supported me... I couldn't "hold" a very nice guy who really loved me and treated me decently... But I'm still trying. I guess that's why I'm here, right now, typing this message. The idea of switching to - or adding - the psychological babble board sounded good for me, too!
Good luck!
Ricardo
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