Posted by Gabbi on July 24, 2002, at 21:40:54
In reply to Sending you positive energy Gabbi :), posted by Pattisun on July 24, 2002, at 13:10:22
Its odd to find a little bit of heaven on a website devoted to depression.
Patti Thank-you so much for the surprise note.
The timing was charmed.
I was feeling really awful (not withdrawl awful)
but family induced "its time you grew up and stop putting us through this and realize other people have hard days too...while going through withdrawl sort of awful"Yes it was a choice of mine to give up my independence, friends, a place where I could at least get a decent cup of coffee, to reside on a couch in a room with no door and with purple shag carpeting on the floor to add to the insult, in my Mom's house.
And of course as I'm sure you know Patti, medications which need to be pleaded for, refilled, taken with you everywhere, make you fat and your hair fall out are really just taking the easy way out...
Wow I sure no how to delete positive energy faster than you can say ZANAX. Sorry
Anyway, I truly believe its the vitamin C. Its been over a week I just realized and the only side effect has been insomnia, which compared to my previous attempts at withdrawl is a walk in the park.
I don't think its my imagination (even if it is its working) because I've taken prescription drugs to ease the withdrawl before and fully expected them to work and they didn't.
Sorry to follow such a lovely note with such an EEyore response.
A very grateful
Gabbi
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