Posted by hildi on July 7, 2002, at 14:00:52
im running around screaming at the kids, screaming at the animals, irritable as hell and jumping out of my skin. I cannot do anything fast enough-so much to do everyone and everything is in my way pissing me off and my head is repeating the things I have to get done. Nothing is pleasing to me and everything I say and write is coming out backwards. I am about ready to put my foot through the computer because the words are being typed backwards, I have to keep correcting bercause I am such a perfectionist. I hate everything right now.
No, this is not PMS, this is me-
This is how I get.
I finally just popped one of the trileptal or whatever it's called- mood stabilizer I got from the dr and it's certainly not helping. I even feel more pissed off.
I thought I was bipolar.
Is this mania?
I called the county mental health department to try to contact my dr. They siad I was acting manic, impulsive. to call during regular hours tomorrow. I feel like I'm going oto hurt someone I am so irritable. I am shaking and about ready to explode.
Hildi
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