Posted by judy1 on October 29, 2001, at 0:09:07
In reply to Re: hanging in there » Lorraine, posted by shelliR on October 28, 2001, at 23:03:08
> And Judy, if you are reading this, I know some of sexual acting out is a major part of your mania.:-) Boy you have me pegged but I don't think that's a marriage problem, it's definitely a manic one I've had most of my life.
I'm so sorry you are feeling so down, do you think you've become tolerant to the oxycontin? I'm tapering my fentanyl and can I ever feel it. I never had luck with stimulants and depression (re: cocaine) they just make me anxious and depressed. Is it possible to go a little higher on the oxy and see what happens?
I lost 2 days in San Francisco (maybe there is a song there)- sent my shrink enough sourdough bread for his entire block and my therapist ghiradelli chocolate, but I don't remember any of it and I guess I'll have to wait and see my credit card. You made a couple of good points- possibly the pregnancy and my son is 9 (like you I have memory problems at 8) so there may be a connection. I saw my shrink and therp this week and I'm working hard although you just scared me with the idea of writing something down; you are a lot more confident than I am with even the possibility of alters.
We can share our balloon ankles together- make sure you put your legs up whenever you can. I hope tomorrow looks brighter to you, all my best- Judy
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