Posted by cramx2 on May 1, 2001, at 20:19:07
i'm feeling apathetic today after taking a 0.5mg of
lorazapam. i'm really suprised by this considering
how angry and anxious i've been in the last few days, i never expected it to make feel so mellow
considering i take them ocassionaly.I was taking paxil before going back on Nardil. The reason i stopped taking Paxil was because it made me feel so apathetic.
i thought for the first time in my adult life i might not get depressed. Who was i kidding. Instead it turned out to be the most frightening depression i've ever been through. I fell down fast and hard, suicidal thoughts, running every second trying to ride the fucker out until the Nardil would kick in, which i thought would never happen. beyond intense. Was it because my feelings were repressed for so long from the Paxil?Now I'm in my own hell, the Nardil helps with my depression, but i'm having a rough time dealing with a ll my issues because i have such low self esteem and all that stuff.
i am really reflecting on how i feel apathetic now
and wonder how tranx and ssri's like paxil have the
potential to make one feel such that way. it's scary
after felling so intense like i was this morning.
can anyone relate
poster:cramx2
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