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Posted by Susan47 on March 8, 2006, at 11:57:26
somebody tell me why, why am I in this abysmal place, why can't I get out, how do you survive this hell, what the hell is the point of going on where di you get the strength to continue when it's meaningless, the only meaning is .. letting yourself down, over and over and over again, it's how dark my mind is, the dark is engulfing, reaching and winning, winning over and over and over again, and I drown in the morass of pain, failing everyone and everything, there is nothing absolutely nothing left, not even the tiniest little spark, nothing is alive in here, everything is dead.
Posted by Tanzanite on March 8, 2006, at 12:10:34
In reply to All right, posted by Susan47 on March 8, 2006, at 11:57:26
OH Susan, I wish I could give you a light to get out of that dark place. I hope you have someone you can talk to. That is one of the few things that helps me sometimes. Please be safe. You are a wonderful person, and such a great writer. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Tanzanite/Chelle
Posted by Susan47 on March 8, 2006, at 12:16:16
In reply to (((Susan))), posted by Tanzanite on March 8, 2006, at 12:10:34
I am not a wonderful person.
Hollowed, betrayed, scooped out.
I lost my soul under the anaesthetic
It took my soul, my memory, my mind, everything,
everthing is going, it's gone, it's left
There is nothing, no one who can make anything
better, or different, for me.
I am left with myself.
Small comfort.
Posted by Damos on March 8, 2006, at 15:13:26
In reply to No, posted by Susan47 on March 8, 2006, at 12:16:16
Sorry Susan, I'm in one of those weird head spaces where I just can't get the words out for anything/anyone. But I'm still reading, seeing, feeling and hearing you.
Love the you that is. Please take care now okay
(((((Susan)))))
Damos
Posted by Susan47 on March 10, 2006, at 12:33:25
In reply to Re: No » Susan47, posted by Damos on March 8, 2006, at 15:13:26
I love the you that is, too, Damos. And I love the diving pics .. you and the sharks. My kids swam with sharks in Malaysia recently. If I had a better sense of ambition, I would mail you some of those. I think I will. Later, expect me to babble you some pics. And if I don't, please remind me, and if I'm afraid to look at my e-mail in-box and I don't do it, don't take it personally. I'm having a lot of trouble, too. Take care, sweet, lovely man, mmwah mwah mwah.
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