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Posted by Scott in Vermont on August 9, 2004, at 14:22:57
I don’t know what to do anymore
What does all this mean, anyway?
Anything can happen to change how I feel right now.
Nothing remains constant for more than five minutes.
That truly is the one thing I can believe in anymoreToo often I make grand plans for great things to happen
Only to have them dashed upon the rocks of harsh realityDoes anyone understand what I’m really trying to say here?
I doubt that anyone does, but it is a small matter.
Eventually all things will become clear, but not today, not right now.
Posted by malthus on August 10, 2004, at 9:49:40
In reply to Vertical, posted by Scott in Vermont on August 9, 2004, at 14:22:57
The ideas in your poem really resonated with me.
I have been hospitalized three times for suicide attempts.
I know that feeling that there is something evil inside you, that is destroying your life, thoughts, plans.
I've gotten to the point where I know attempting anything is not going to work.
I still think about it in my darkest moments.
It brings me relief to think about it.
So far I haven't attempted it again.
Please know that I am here.
Maybe writing poetry is a way to fight the evil.
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