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Posted by alesta on October 20, 2005, at 17:17:16
live! but right now i'm tired and hungry and this is my last official night of homelessness and i don't know when i'll be able to post next after today..so i guess this is a "blowout" of sorts on the board today, lol.
but it's going to be a rough night tonite b/c i haven't eaten today or yesterday and i probably won't get any sleep again tonite..that will be 2 nights in a row w/out food, sleep, and being cold. could someone say something that will make the night a little more tolerable..i'm starting to feel really quite miserable right now..please..
it's times like these where i wish i had a real friend from here instead of just a bunch of acquaintances..i think that's what i really want at this point in my life. friends. stop pushing ppl away and being so damn independent. and stop seeming so
--to be continued in a sec..have to use another library card
Posted by alesta on October 20, 2005, at 17:34:02
In reply to sorry to post so much today..finally have place to, posted by alesta on October 20, 2005, at 17:17:16
and stop seeming so full of it on this web site. i am the total opposite in person..i don't know why i got into this style of posting..it developed over time. i guess i saw others having success with it, or something. anyway, i don't like it, and am going to try hard to change it, even though habits can be hard to break.
sorry this is so friggin boring but i need to ramble..deprivation is making me a little crazy here. my last night on the streets and *now* i lose it? haha. anyway, i just needed to get some stuff off my chest. i guess we all have to whine sometimes..sorry. i just feel so crappy and wish i could take a nap. and who am i to presume that anybody here is going to actually want to read this drivel? man, i'm in fine form tonite..this really is not me..please don't think i'm crazy..
i really need...something..
amyp.s. maybe a virtual hug from somebody who cares
i almost never break down like this but when i do it ain't pretty
Posted by zenhussy on October 20, 2005, at 17:39:17
In reply to whining continued..., posted by alesta on October 20, 2005, at 17:34:02
relieved to read you have shelter again tomorrow. you've endured much over the past several months. many folks are concerned about you and your posts are welcome sparkles in this dark world.
((amy)) you continue to amaze with your ability to stay on course and keep at this.
__zh
Posted by alesta on October 20, 2005, at 18:07:06
In reply to Re: whining continued... » alesta, posted by zenhussy on October 20, 2005, at 17:39:17
thanks zh.:) that means a lot to me right now..i just need a break already! thanks for seeing what i've put into this and for what you said..and very glad to see you again miss hussy. i'm gonna hang in there one final night. i do totally preciate the words of encouragement.:) you have a way of popping up when ppl need you, lol..
amy:)
p.s. man, the food i eat tomorrow is going to taste awesome! lol..oh god bring it on..:):)
Posted by Damos on October 20, 2005, at 18:21:01
In reply to whining continued..., posted by alesta on October 20, 2005, at 17:34:02
Hey Amy,
Gee you've been gone so long and been through so much I guess this will need to be really big.
((((((((((Amy))))))))))
Just glad to see you anytime you drop in. Glad you're gone have some shelter and some food soon. Just take good care of you okay.
Damos
Posted by Gabbix2 on October 20, 2005, at 19:33:55
In reply to Re: whining continued... » alesta, posted by zenhussy on October 20, 2005, at 17:39:17
It's a real hug, I even have my hand on the back of your head...
Posted by gardenergirl on October 20, 2005, at 20:12:55
In reply to sorry to post so much today..finally have place to, posted by alesta on October 20, 2005, at 17:17:16
Oh dear,
I haven't been keeping up, and I'm sorry to hear about your troubles.((((alesta))))
It's good to see you back posting, though.
Take care,
gg
Posted by crazy teresa on October 20, 2005, at 20:15:07
In reply to Re: sorry to post so much today..finally have place to » alesta, posted by gardenergirl on October 20, 2005, at 20:12:55
((((((((Alesta))))))))
and a virtual cheesecake!
You've come a long way! You're awesome!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by zeugma on October 20, 2005, at 20:37:41
In reply to To Alesta:, posted by crazy teresa on October 20, 2005, at 20:15:07
amy,
i have no eloquence, i just know you're one of those who have found their way into my thoughts and you are enormously courageous in confronting your troubles
and you have never posted a word here that did not tell me all i need to know
i hope you get some sleep.
-z
Posted by Phillipa on October 20, 2005, at 21:08:37
In reply to Re: To Alesta:, posted by zeugma on October 20, 2005, at 20:37:41
Alesta, you're a very strong woman and don't forget that. hugs from Phillipa
Posted by alesta on October 21, 2005, at 7:51:38
In reply to Re: To Alesta:, posted by Phillipa on October 20, 2005, at 21:08:37
thanks so much y'all..i'm at soc sec office right now waiting on my ride..last night was rough but i made it! take care, y'all.
love,
amy
Posted by sal0805 on October 21, 2005, at 16:42:54
In reply to whining continued..., posted by alesta on October 20, 2005, at 17:34:02
Amy - oh my word - i don't even know what to say!! We shared so much, a long time ago - and you remain very special to me!!
As lame as it may sound - be strong and I am thinking of you.
Sabrina
Posted by alesta on October 24, 2005, at 8:51:14
In reply to Re: whining continued... » alesta, posted by sal0805 on October 21, 2005, at 16:42:54
LOL. ah, it's good to see you back, sabri..you sound great! you are special to me too!!! stick around this time, huh? only if it's good for you, that is. i am so glad to hear you sounding good! (i hope it is representative of your actual mood, however.:) one can never tell..can they.:))sorry for going on...it's just nice to hear from you. and you don't sound lame! lol. whatEVER.":-)
<be strong and I am thinking of you.
thank you..i am thinking of you, too. let's both be strong, okay?:)
thanks for popping up at a most trifling era of my life..:) yeah, i guess my life does sound kinda surprising, huh. i'm back in a homeless shelter again, and everybody keeps asking me if i work there, lol. guess i'm an unusual case?:)maybe there's hope after all...
how are you doing, if i may ask??
amy:)
Posted by alesta on October 24, 2005, at 9:33:32
In reply to Re: To Alesta:, posted by zeugma on October 20, 2005, at 20:37:41
> amy,
>
> i have no eloquencezeugma, you don't need to be eloquent or anything else with me! stop being silly. you need to listen to that elton john song "i like you just the way you are."
amy:)
Posted by alesta on October 24, 2005, at 12:51:25
In reply to zeugma...um.... » zeugma, posted by alesta on October 24, 2005, at 9:33:32
<elton john song "i like you just the way you are."
yeesh..that would be "just the way you are" by billy joel.
signed,
the *still* *very* sleep-deprived, (although i know that's no excuse for the fumbling of wordage) currently gung-ho poster who needs to take another long respite from this vicinity so as not to hog the currently desolate plain that is PB-land.over and *out*
amy
Posted by sal0805 on October 25, 2005, at 12:25:14
In reply to Re: whining continued... » sal0805, posted by alesta on October 24, 2005, at 8:51:14
Great to hear from you. I am not on line as often as I would like. I will babble you soon.
Love Sabrina
Posted by zeugma on October 26, 2005, at 16:12:12
In reply to zeugma...um.... » zeugma, posted by alesta on October 24, 2005, at 9:33:32
you are far too kind, my dear amy, but billy joel's song speaks for both of us, a nice symmetrical arrangement of feeling I have seldom experienced.
(I.e. few have peered as deeply into my swamp as you.)
your non-sleep-deprived, but sleepy, swampy, and altogether addled friend,
-z
Posted by alesta on October 27, 2005, at 13:49:18
In reply to symmetry in the swamp » alesta, posted by zeugma on October 26, 2005, at 16:12:12
> you are far too kind, my dear amy, but billy joel's song speaks for both of us, a nice symmetrical arrangement of feeling I have seldom experienced.
>
> (I.e. few have peered as deeply into my swamp as you.)
>
> your non-sleep-deprived, but sleepy, swampy, and altogether addled friend,
>
> -zhiya,
symmetry in the swamp, aye? lol!:) i like the sound of that very mystical post you wrote there. it sparks my imagination, and i like the fact that you think i can read you well (i think that's what you meant, anyways.:)) very nice post, zeugma! yes, we do have a wondrous connection. simply sublime, dahling!amy, whose exhaustion knows no bounds, and hopes she can still relate at this juncture
Posted by alesta on October 27, 2005, at 13:51:55
In reply to Re: whining continued... » alesta, posted by sal0805 on October 25, 2005, at 12:25:14
> Great to hear from you. I am not on line as often as I would like. I will babble you soon.
>
> Love Sabrinathank u dear.:) i'm not either...hard to find time and i'm so tired lately, which sucks a giant cow turd. heehe. so it takes me a while to get back. i read one of your threads...don't let hubby get you down...we all have our little moods/need for solitude and stuff..he loves you. i know sometimes i like to be alone, e.g. go on walks by myself and ppl take it personally..don't worry. it don't mean he don't love ya! :-)
love to you!:0
amy
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