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Posted by sunnydays on December 15, 2006, at 21:47:32
I just saw him today, and I have to make it through over a month without him, but I miss him so much already. We were talking about going home and how I was scared of leaving, and I'm going to try to make a safe, welcoming place for myself at home in my bedroom. But I miss him so much already. I just wanted comfort today and it just wasn't there as much as I wanted. It is good to have some ideas of ways to get through the time, and that was helpful and I'm glad we did it, I just really wanted him to be able to say something to make it all better and comfort me. I'm going to be so far away. And I know that's the little girl part talking and I just don't know how to comfort her. I'm just so scared I won't be able to come back for some reason. But I know I can do it, and I'll be ok. I just am so sad though. I wish I could live with him.
Is Camp Comfort open? I want big fluffy blankets on the beds, and afghans to wrap up in big cozy chairs with hot chocolate and candy canes. And I want to have snow, and a big Christmas tree with lights and ornaments and maybe some presents, although I don't even need those this year. But most of all I want my therapist to be there. I wish I could take him with me somehow. Even going home, I wish he could be with me. I'm going to miss him so much.
sunnydays
Posted by wishingstar on December 15, 2006, at 22:14:05
In reply to missing T already, posted by sunnydays on December 15, 2006, at 21:47:32
I'm sorry youre hurting. I wish I could fix it for you. {{sunnydays}}, but only if you want them.
Yes, camp comfort is open. I'm on my way too. Can I join you? I'll bring the hot chocolate.. the kind with real marshmallows, not the weird dissolving ones. Maybe some mint hot chocolate. That's the best. I'm going to bring some gingerbread men too, and some ben and jerrys ice cream. Can there be someone there who will sit on the edge of my bed and rub my hair and tell me its going to be okay? I could use that. I miss Laurie too.Be good to yourself. You'll make it through this. One day at a time.
Posted by sunnydays on December 15, 2006, at 22:19:37
In reply to Re: missing T already, posted by wishingstar on December 15, 2006, at 22:14:05
> I'm sorry youre hurting. I wish I could fix it for you. {{sunnydays}}, but only if you want them.
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> Yes, camp comfort is open. I'm on my way too. Can I join you? I'll bring the hot chocolate.. the kind with real marshmallows, not the weird dissolving ones. Maybe some mint hot chocolate. That's the best. I'm going to bring some gingerbread men too, and some ben and jerrys ice cream. Can there be someone there who will sit on the edge of my bed and rub my hair and tell me its going to be okay? I could use that. I miss Laurie too.
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> Be good to yourself. You'll make it through this. One day at a time.********* You can only have someone like that if I can have one too. :) And can I stay in my pajamas all day, except if I want to play in the snow?
(((((wishingstar)))))Sorry you're hurting tonight. It's such a hard process, I just am trying to hold onto the light at the end of the tunnel. I can still see it sometimes, if I try hard enough. You just have squint your eyes a little because it's a long way away and the candle flickers sometimes. Ooooh.... candles - I want some nice scented ones in the other rooms, and then plain old electric ones in the window in my room so I can fall asleep with them on and someone can sneak in quietly and turn them off sometime in the night so they don't wake me up.
sunnydays
Posted by wishingstar on December 15, 2006, at 22:34:07
In reply to Re: missing T already, posted by sunnydays on December 15, 2006, at 22:19:37
You can definitely have someone to sit on the edge of your bed and comfort you too, if you'd like one. And pajamas.. great idea. I'm going to bring my fleece pants that are way too big and a pair of nice cozy flannel ones too, and maybe some soft cotton shirts. And I'm going to leave my hair in a crazy pony tail the entire time, but you guys dont mind, right?
Whats your favorite scent of candle? I have a nice mandarin scented one here.
Do you like to make snowmen? I'd like to make one. And we could have hot chocolate ready when we got inside.
I didnt mean to make this thread about me at all. I'm sorry if I did that, but I appreciate your support. I called Laurie tonight and left her a "I'm hurting, just needed to hear your voice" message. That helps some. :)
Posted by sunnydays on December 16, 2006, at 18:41:32
In reply to Re: missing T already » sunnydays, posted by wishingstar on December 15, 2006, at 22:34:07
I don't know what my favorite scent is. Right now I'd really like a cinnamon one or pine or something Christmasy.
We can make a really big snowman and dress it up in a hat and gloves. And we can make a snowfort and have a snowball fight if you want - and the snowballs won't hurt, because we say so!
We can have macaroni to dye and string in garlands for the Christmas tree too. And pinecones to decorate with glitter, or with peanut butter and birdseed for the birds.
sunnydays
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