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Posted by muffled on December 31, 2006, at 15:56:25
but then this place is a place where we can get support.
However, being ill, sometimes I kinda start to get haywire and triggered off and stuff. I am doing much better at control (thanks T). But sometimes it is SO hard. And I think sometimes a body can get lost in a thread and maybe not toe that line thats so vague. But if we having lability probs sometimes its just craziness.
And then its too late.
And for a moment of lostness, that irl would blow over, or more better, be dealt with calmly and resolved. Well here, you get such harsh pain for it. And it goes on and on. And seems absurdly cruel, when its just a person having a 'moment'. That simple, not so bad momnet becomes a federal crime, punishable by banishment.
Too hard, too hard :(
Posted by fayeroe on December 31, 2006, at 17:47:25
In reply to being mentally ill is not easy, posted by muffled on December 31, 2006, at 15:56:25
> but then this place is a place where we can get support.
> However, being ill, sometimes I kinda start to get haywire and triggered off and stuff. I am doing much better at control (thanks T). But sometimes it is SO hard. And I think sometimes a body can get lost in a thread and maybe not toe that line thats so vague. But if we having lability probs sometimes its just craziness.
> And then its too late.
> And for a moment of lostness, that irl would blow over, or more better, be dealt with calmly and resolved. Well here, you get such harsh pain for it. And it goes on and on. And seems absurdly cruel, when its just a person having a 'moment'. That simple, not so bad momnet becomes a federal crime, punishable by banishment.
> Too hard, too hard :(muffled, would a hug help? it would help me.........i'm sorry that you feel such pain now about the issues here......if i can help you, babblemail me.......xoxoxo pat
Posted by muffled on December 31, 2006, at 19:44:55
In reply to Re: being mentally ill is not easy » muffled, posted by fayeroe on December 31, 2006, at 17:47:25
Thanks,
Hugs are OK.
This seems to happen over and over.
And it just makes me sad.
This place has potential.
But it can be so bloody awful too.
And people can hurt you even within the 'guidelines', but I can lash out or run away. I have a choice.
But Bob has the power to banish.
And I truly don't think he understands what that means to some people.
Mebbe some don't care.
But there's those that do.
There's those that struggle with the fact that they are not detritus. Even if in their life it was so, and lingers deeply embedded in their soul.
I am learning to fight this thots. But they are deep within and strong.
For me to be blocked is very hard. I live in fear. I try to help change despite it. I see friends fall.
Yes I can chat, and now that I have babblefriends they may perhaps e-mail me.
I would survive.
But such a brutal punishment for such a small crime...
And I don't think I'm the only one.
When you are treated as inhuman, it has negative long reaching consequences. And so we find this site....
I dunno.
I dunno anything.
I just keep hoping that mebbe Bob will understand. That mebbe he DOES care enough to change this thing. But mebbe thats not in his nature.
I feel my future here may be limited.
And there's such good people here.
Makes me sad.
Muffled
Posted by sunnydays on December 31, 2006, at 21:09:11
In reply to Re: being mentally ill is not easy, posted by muffled on December 31, 2006, at 19:44:55
Oh, I hope your future here is not limited. Your post is so incredibly beautifully written. It really touched me, muffled. Please stick around, although I understand if you can't.
sunnydays
Posted by dreamboat_annie on December 31, 2006, at 21:23:13
In reply to Re: being mentally ill is not easy, posted by muffled on December 31, 2006, at 19:44:55
Well said, muffled! I think you have articulated the problem with blocks, and the damage they cause, better than I have ever seen. You spoke from the heart, and brought to light the human aspect of blocks, not just the administrative aspect of them.
Posted by muffled on January 7, 2007, at 23:01:55
In reply to Re: being mentally ill is not easy » muffled, posted by dreamboat_annie on December 31, 2006, at 21:23:13
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