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Posted by rjlockhart37 on January 13, 2013, at 21:39:42
all this stuff that happened starting in 2005...it was a disaster....i lay in bed evernight begging god to send me back to 2005 to make things right....i so want to go back to 2005.....i was watching a thing on TBN its a christain network....but it was talking about miracles that have happened, and these miracles where the strangest of the strangest...these people in 1849 where heading west for gold rush in california....on there way they lost alot of water, and then they ended up in death valley...which is the worst place to ever end up, even today....but they went looking for a water well....and they fell and could not take the heat...they prayed to God to send a mirable before they died, they got back up and they saw a 1960's gas station, they got water from it and kept a mustang card[the car] and returned to their wagons...now listen, this sounds a crazy as crazy himself...but the kid that got the card still had it before he died in 1920's....it just doesnt make sense....but that shows it is possible to go back in time or forward in time...and i want it so bad...to go back to where I left off in 2005....all this stuff past 2006 was not what i planned....its a dark period like the dark ages....maybe 2013 will be better....
But really all this yearning for the past....what do you call it...nostalgia or something...its vary deep inside me.....but any therpist would say let go of the past....and focus on the future....but just watching that miracle that happened in 1849 of temporarly going into the future for a couple min.....i want to have it so bad....
anyways....i know this is an rj post and not many responses i will get....but thanks for reading....:)
r
Posted by Phillipa on January 13, 2013, at 22:39:04
In reply to go back in time, posted by rjlockhart37 on January 13, 2013, at 21:39:42
RJ fine to look back and also look forward but don't get stuck. How bout the present as hard as this might be? I seriously bet you would make a great writer as you have a wonderful imagination also. I bet novels of fiction. What would you write of if were writing a book for enjoyment? Phillipa
Posted by poser938 on January 13, 2013, at 22:58:52
In reply to Re: go back in time » rjlockhart37, posted by Phillipa on January 13, 2013, at 22:39:04
2005 was the year I got in this bad situation, too.
I o pray to go back to then. It was such an emotional time.
But I felt so alive and didn't know just what I had. Then things took a major change.
Posted by Phillipa on January 13, 2013, at 23:15:25
In reply to Re: go back in time, posted by poser938 on January 13, 2013, at 22:58:52
Do you know what caused the encephalitis? Phillipa
Posted by poser938 on January 13, 2013, at 23:48:34
In reply to Re: go back in time » poser938, posted by Phillipa on January 13, 2013, at 23:15:25
> Do you know what caused the encephalitis? Phillipa
The only thing we can think of is a cat scratch. I had a tiny one on my knuckle that I got from a sick cat. The lymp node under my arm swelled up. Went to the doc and figured I needed an antibiotic. He said no, that I should get better on my own. A few days later I was in a coma. This never seemed like a tragic event to me. I was 13 and after I woke up I was happy as can be. I was so weak though that I was unable to move at first. Couldn't swallow my own saliva and could barely talk. But I felt happy. After this though, I had problems in school and started having mild depression. Then in 2005 I started taking antidepressants for this mild depression. It turned severe a month later.
Posted by brynb on January 13, 2013, at 23:52:00
In reply to go back in time, posted by rjlockhart37 on January 13, 2013, at 21:39:42
Rj-
Just wanted to let you know I'm sorry you were banned for a week. It's ridiculous & I support you.
-b
Posted by poser938 on January 13, 2013, at 23:53:59
In reply to Re: go back in time » rjlockhart37, posted by brynb on January 13, 2013, at 23:52:00
> Rj-
>
> Just wanted to let you know I'm sorry you were banned for a week. It's ridiculous & I support you.
>
> -b
Look forward to seeing you back.
Posted by bleauberry on January 14, 2013, at 5:17:07
In reply to go back in time, posted by rjlockhart37 on January 13, 2013, at 21:39:42
So what happened in that time frame that changed everything? You might not know the answer to that question, but maybe think hard on it. It all did not happen for no reason....something happened. You got amalgam fillings installed? You've had them all along? You were active in areas of tick populations? Your food choices were horrible? Exposure to lead or chemicals?
Something happened. Whatever it was can be reversed, but not with psychiatric drugs.
Posted by Phillipa on January 14, 2013, at 17:49:44
In reply to Re: go back in time, posted by poser938 on January 13, 2013, at 23:48:34
Cat scatch fever. Wonder what this turns up? You were very young at the time. Phillipa
Posted by Phillipa on January 14, 2013, at 17:59:14
In reply to Re: go back in time » poser938, posted by Phillipa on January 14, 2013, at 17:49:44
Anything sound familiar I see no indication for depression? Phillipa
Posted by Phillipa on January 14, 2013, at 18:24:33
In reply to Re: go back in time, posted by Phillipa on January 14, 2013, at 17:59:14
To me it appears a course of antibiotics could be warranteed. Do you remember what you were given at the time? Phillipa
Posted by poser938 on January 14, 2013, at 18:27:49
In reply to Re: go back in time, posted by Phillipa on January 14, 2013, at 17:59:14
> Anything sound familiar I see no indication for depression? Phillipa
>
>
> http://www.cdc.gov/mmwr/preview/mmwrhtml/00033958.htmWow that is so familiar. I forgot to mention that I did have a seizure.
Im not sure what you mean, you see no indication?
I don't know if encephlitis caused mild depression or if it was just growing up.
Posted by Phillipa on January 14, 2013, at 21:07:56
In reply to Re: go back in time, posted by poser938 on January 14, 2013, at 18:27:49
Really it sounds familiar? If so then an antibiotic might just might help. Phillipa
Posted by ihatedrugs on January 19, 2013, at 23:22:23
In reply to go back in time, posted by rjlockhart37 on January 13, 2013, at 21:39:42
> all this stuff that happened starting in 2005...it was a disaster....i lay in bed evernight begging god to send me back to 2005 to make things right....i so want to go back to 2005.....i was watching a thing on TBN its a christain network....but it was talking about miracles that have happened, and these miracles where the strangest of the strangest...these people in 1849 where heading west for gold rush in california....on there way they lost alot of water, and then they ended up in death valley...which is the worst place to ever end up, even today....but they went looking for a water well....and they fell and could not take the heat...they prayed to God to send a mirable before they died, they got back up and they saw a 1960's gas station, they got water from it and kept a mustang card[the car] and returned to their wagons...now listen, this sounds a crazy as crazy himself...but the kid that got the card still had it before he died in 1920's....it just doesnt make sense....but that shows it is possible to go back in time or forward in time...and i want it so bad...to go back to where I left off in 2005....all this stuff past 2006 was not what i planned....its a dark period like the dark ages....maybe 2013 will be better....
>
> But really all this yearning for the past....what do you call it...nostalgia or something...its vary deep inside me.....but any therpist would say let go of the past....and focus on the future....but just watching that miracle that happened in 1849 of temporarly going into the future for a couple min.....i want to have it so bad....
>
> anyways....i know this is an rj post and not many responses i will get....but thanks for reading....:)
>
> rRj,
Keep the faith, your miracle will come when you least expect it.
As for what Phillipa said, you seem to have a great imagination. My daughter is currently writing a book. The other day she came to me stating time travel will one day be a possibility and in fact she was so excited about the subject of time and space she asked me to begin writing about it since she is so busy with her other book. She wrote a brief description of the story and when I heard it, I was amazed at how out of the box she thinks. Of course I laughed at the thought of me writing a book when I can barely write an email. But the point is that as you entertain those thoughts perhaps write them down or record them. As you start feeling better (which you will) weave your thoughts into a story. You never know what can come out of it.
Hope you are feeling a little better.
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