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Posted by Sky Brite Line on July 25, 2008, at 0:55:41
My current doctor is going to pull me down off Xanax, i can't argue with him in the session. He told me "follow my honor code". Go down to 5mg daily. I ain't no victim, but, jesus! one thing to the next im hit around. My mind is bruised.
, there is so much that is happening right now, self-induced trama, severe inability to adapt to an enviorment. I got dianosed with some called Asperger's Syndrome a while ago, and, now it explains everything! the inablity to relate socially.....its all coming to me.
Lately what.....i can't say it because there has been so much intense pain that happened in a period of months, i've had memory loss, speech, I know fragments.....but i just lost almost my memory banks. During this time, or a paticular time, i would wake up and completely have memory loss of alot of things.
Psychobabble........this is not for attention. I've had...... many non-told breakdown's, recently. I never have put myself through this before, there was no one there. Its choices, with out anyone to guide you. Make a bad choice, it could destroy everything. i've litterly spilt. I always seemed happy, and peaceful for a good while. The realization that i can't handle certain situations, when no one is there.
its all a part of back-up system when a mental function fails. Another thing rebooted...... spit off and took on actually control when i lost it. I dont have D.I.D, but dont understand why did all this happen, and why didnt i stand up and do something about it? why is life this cruel? and the anger and confusion is still coming. Tell me, please! why?
Posted by yxibow on July 25, 2008, at 3:05:55
In reply to 4/25/08, posted by Sky Brite Line on July 25, 2008, at 0:55:41
> My current doctor is going to pull me down off Xanax, i can't argue with him in the session. He told me "follow my honor code". Go down to 5mg daily. I ain't no victim, but, jesus! one thing to the next im hit around. My mind is bruised.
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> , there is so much that is happening right now, self-induced trama, severe inability to adapt to an enviorment. I got dianosed with some called Asperger's Syndrome a while ago, and, now it explains everything! the inablity to relate socially.....its all coming to me.
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> Lately what.....i can't say it because there has been so much intense pain that happened in a period of months, i've had memory loss, speech, I know fragments.....but i just lost almost my memory banks. During this time, or a paticular time, i would wake up and completely have memory loss of alot of things.
5mg of Xanax (about 50 mg of Valium) daily can cause short term memory loss over time.. it is an amnesic, I don't know the reason for your dose, I am on high dose benzodiazepines but I am reducing them.
> Psychobabble........this is not for attention.Why would a story or an ask for help be for attention? We all suffer at some points in our lives.
I've had...... many non-told breakdown's, recently. I never have put myself through this before, there was no one there. Its choices, with out anyone to guide you. Make a bad choice, it could destroy everything. i've litterly spilt. I always seemed happy, and peaceful for a good while. The realization that i can't handle certain situations, when no one is there.
Is it that you can't, or that you haven't learned how to? (I'm not attacking you, I'm just trying to turn a negative into a positive if at all possible, because to me you are obviously depressed) Are you in therapy or have you had any counseling other than medication?
> its all a part of back-up system when a mental function fails. Another thing rebooted...... spit off and took on actually control when i lost it. I dont have D.I.D, but dont understand why did all this happen, and why didnt i stand up and do something about it? why is life this cruel? and the anger and confusion is still coming. Tell me, please! why?
Its hard having a mental illness (I prefer to call it a biological or genetic disorder). In your case you've been diagnosed with something outside the spectrum of general psychiatric disorders and more a genetic disorder, Aspergers.But that doesn't mean it is any easier to fight. We have to work harder always in life to gain confidence and functionality than those who are not afflicted.
I don't mean to make you feel any worse, but I have trouble coming to terms that life is a finite existence, since I am agnostic. My psychiatrist recently said that he has come to the terms that well, life is temporary. That has made me think, talking in the room in a temporary window of existence.Still, because however you believe you came to this planet, its best to make the best of what you are able to do. Life is cruel at times even to people who you think are are "normal", which is bullcrap if I do say so -- there are marriage fights, layoffs, bad economy, all these things are a possible nature of life. But among that there are the good things, the things that make a spark in your mind, the things that will get you forward. Why wait? Use what you can within your limitations and you will succeed more than you can believe.
-- really the best wishes
-- tidings
Jay
Posted by Sky Brite Line on July 25, 2008, at 6:45:30
In reply to Re: 4/25/08 » Sky Brite Line, posted by yxibow on July 25, 2008, at 3:05:55
Hi..........
Its 6:32 in the morning, yesterday it happened again. I know your thinking Xanax, i've been on Xanax for (2006-) for severe anxiety attacks.
I stopped taking it for a period, all around with all these other events happening. Siezures, i dont what happened. I just know that, im better when i take it IF I expereince feeling unreal, experience. Feel part here, and part your say "whats going on, where am i". Self-induced stress to cause this, an i was taught inablity to handle stress.
My doctor didnt know what to do during this period about 4 years ago? he just put me on Klonopin. And there is so many things that i could write down that where going on then.....
and now.....
Its the inablitity to handle simple tasks, which i know now is Asperngers syndrome, and thats why "rejected" went with me past high school. The odd behavior i had. Look, i could tell you all screen names in past (all the back to i believe '03) And you'll know who this is.
Right now, crazy nuerotic behavior over something so small, i could kill myself trying to shave, i did the wrong way, nearly slit my throught.
I have to go.....good bye and thank you.
Sky
Posted by Phillipa on July 25, 2008, at 10:39:11
In reply to Re: 4/25/08, posted by Sky Brite Line on July 25, 2008, at 6:45:30
Sky I hope you feel better and have a better day. Jay wrote a great post to you. That's in my opinion. Love Phillipa
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