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Posted by anna on January 5, 2000, at 10:04:36
In reply to Transition Trouble, posted by Noa on January 3, 2000, at 16:02:46
> I am having, perhaps have always had, difficulty with transitions of any kind. At the moment it is leaving work to go home. I am glad I can leave work, but perhaps not so looking forward to home which isn't feeling like home cuz of how filthy it is. I told myself I would do my 12 minute cleanup maximum, per Janice's model, but I don't even feel like going there.
>
> I have difficulty with other transitions as well. Anyone else have this problem?
I have add too, and yes, transitions are a problem--change is a problem, even small ones. I don't know why. Adderall helps, but not everything.what is the 12 minute cleanup? --anna
Posted by Renee N on January 5, 2000, at 17:10:50
In reply to Re: Transition Trouble, posted by anna on January 5, 2000, at 10:04:36
> > I am having, perhaps have always had, difficulty with transitions of any kind. At the moment it is leaving work to go home. I am glad I can leave work, but perhaps not so looking forward to home which isn't feeling like home cuz of how filthy it is. I told myself I would do my 12 minute cleanup maximum, per Janice's model, but I don't even feel like going there.
> >
> > I have difficulty with other transitions as well. Anyone else have this problem?
>
>
> I have add too, and yes, transitions are a problem--change is a problem, even small ones. I don't know why. Adderall helps, but not everything.
>
> what is the 12 minute cleanup? --annaMan, I love you guys! It feels so good to "go" somewhere and feel like people really truly understand, can relate to, and care about your eachother and and our problems.
People who don't have ADD or don't believe or understand the type without hyperactivity always think we are exaggerating our struggles. I wish they could follow me around for 24 hours and THEN give me their opinion. Yes, we all do stupid things, but not constantly like us. This week I locked myself out of my car at work one day and left my lunch in the car the next. I left icecream sitting on the freezer, forgot where I left my glasses, forgot to bring my ADDerall to work, can't remember if I took a pill 5 minutes ago, asked my kids,
"who ate all the eggs?" when they were sitting on the counter where I had placed them less than 3 minutes earlier...need i go on? Sound familiar? I do believe that those of us with a leaning toward depression dwell on these problems lmore than a more secure, cheerful, self confident person might in the same situation.
Posted by Renee N on January 5, 2000, at 17:15:03
In reply to Re: Transition Trouble, posted by Renee N on January 5, 2000, at 17:10:50
> > > I am having, perhaps have always had, difficulty with transitions of any kind. At the moment it is leaving work to go home. I am glad I can leave work, but perhaps not so looking forward to home which isn't feeling like home cuz of how filthy it is. I told myself I would do my 12 minute cleanup maximum, per Janice's model, but I don't even feel like going there.
> > >
> > > I have difficulty with other transitions as well. Anyone else have this problem?
> >
> >
> > I have add too, and yes, transitions are a problem--change is a problem, even small ones. I don't know why. Adderall helps, but not everything.
> >
> > what is the 12 minute cleanup? --anna
>
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> Man, I love you guys! It feels so good to "go" somewhere and feel like people really truly understand, can relate to, and care about your eachother and and our problems.
> People who don't have ADD or don't believe or understand the type without hyperactivity always think we are exaggerating our struggles. I wish they could follow me around for 24 hours and THEN give me their opinion. Yes, we all do stupid things, but not constantly like us. This week I locked myself out of my car at work one day and left my lunch in the car the next. I left icecream sitting on the freezer, forgot where I left my glasses, forgot to bring my ADDerall to work, can't remember if I took a pill 5 minutes ago, asked my kids,
> "who ate all the eggs?" when they were sitting on the counter where I had placed them less than 3 minutes earlier...need i go on? Sound familiar? I do believe that those of us with a leaning toward depression dwell on these problems lmore than a more secure, cheerful, self confident person might in the same situation.
Hi, it's me again. I just remembered that I also wanted to respond to the question about transition problems and ADD. Transitions require thinking about details and planning. Do you have everything you need? What time should you leave? Did I turn off the coffee? And on and on.
Posted by Noa on January 5, 2000, at 19:14:30
In reply to Re: Transition Trouble, posted by Renee N on January 5, 2000, at 17:15:03
Thanks everyone for all these great responses.
My pdoc recently did introduce the thought that maybe I have ADD, undiagnosed throughout childhood. He based this on 1) diurnal eneuresis that I had from about age 4-7, because I told him it had been hard for me to break away from whatever I was doing to go potty, and that I think I just didn't pay attention to the signals my body was sending; 2) the difficulty I have with transitions; 3) my tendency to have to struggle to be organized and my current state of total chaos; 4) the tendency I have to get fidgety from antidepressants; 5) that even though I was generally a good student, when I reached high school my performance plummeted because I couldn't focus myself and couldn't get my act together to write papers, even though I was good at the elements of writing; 6) the fact that I had told him that in college, I became a supreme daydreamer, and could sit through an entire class without hearing a word, being totally lost in my own world, but being able to remain aware of turning the page so I could look like I was with the class.
However, I believe all of those things can be explained by my emotional problems, anxiety and depression. What I really thing is that certain processes in the brain are affected by anxiety and depression in much the same way as in ADD, and that "functionally" they overlap a lot.
The eneuresis thing is a good example of my transition problems. I think I just couldn't tear myself away from being with people or being engaged in an activity. Just like now, it is hard for me to go out of my apartment in the morning and hard for me to leave work in the afternoon.
Some of you mentioned the decisions involved. I have difficulty with that, too. Like, I will be driving a route to or from work, and if there is a choice of how to go (which there is), sometimes I will get anxious about which way to go. I am aware of how silly it is to be anxious, and so then I get down on myself for even thinking about it. Sometimes neither choice appeals to me and I feel a kind of dull dread.
To add to this ridiculousness: because of the current chaos in my apartment, I often do not have food at home, so added to the route home thing is a more agonizing argument I have with myself about stopping somewhere for food and water. Ideally, everything would be drive-thru, because the additional transition of getting out of the car and into the store and back into the car often seems so overwhelming for me. And, all the while I am berating myself for being so lazy, etc. And, the truth is, I usually am a person who is able to feel grateful for what I have (access to decent food, etc., transportation, etc.), so all my agonizing is abhorent to me, to boot, knowing that so many people don't have these things.
Ok, I have rambled. Sorry.
Posted by Noa on January 5, 2000, at 19:17:44
In reply to Re: Transition Trouble, posted by anna on January 5, 2000, at 10:04:36
> what is the 12 minute cleanup? --anna
I believe it was Janice who shared this idea. Once a day, you set a timer for 12 minutes and clean for that amount of time, no more no less. That way, you can avoid getting overwhelmed and will keep on top of things.
Posted by S. Suggs on January 6, 2000, at 5:34:53
In reply to Re: Transition Trouble, posted by Noa on January 5, 2000, at 19:14:30
Noa, as mentioned earlier, I ADD-H (minus the hyperactivity)and dysthymia to boot. The ADD for adults is not as well recognized as in children, or so it seems-I think the medical community is comming around on this one, thank goodness. Some of your symptoms are classic, particularly the unorganized side. There are some (for what they are worth) sites for on line test for adult ADD. If you have trouble finding them, email me or post and I'll look it up for you.
Several month ago I mentioned that my wife has a friend with a masters in education-works with 2nd or 3rd graders I think. One of the things they ask the parents (if ADD is suspected)is if the kids insist to have the tags cut out of their shirts-distraction factor. Myself, I cut all out, have done so for years. And what is interesting is that my son, almost 3, cannot stand to have his tags in his shirts, it bothers him greatly-genetical? Now, I am not trying to ad a symptom to the medical documented list, but I know that there are other symptoms out there for ADD.
Sorry to babble so long, Blessings,
S. Suggs
Posted by Noa on January 6, 2000, at 6:24:24
In reply to Re: Transition TroubleTo Noa, posted by S. Suggs on January 6, 2000, at 5:34:53
Thanks, S Suggs. I also have worked with ADD kids, and agree the tag thing can be a part of the cluster of signs and symptoms. However, I also think it can be a function of tactile defensiveness, which is often a symptom ADD kids have, but can also be a symptom other people have. I am tactily defensive. The tag usually doesn't bother me, but collars at the throat do, like turtlenecks, or even some t-shirts, etc. As of yet, ADD is still a diagnosis in flux, in that the experts are still debating if everything that is currently grouped under ADD (actually at the moment it is called ADHD) is really one syndrome or two or several. Also, as I mentioned, there is a lot of overlap with other disorders. It probably really doesn't matter whether I, or another individual, has the diagnosis or not, because it is more effective to look at the symptoms, and not worry so much about the overall diagnosis. I take a stimulant (methylphenidate sr) anyway, to augment my ADs.
Posted by CarolAnn on January 6, 2000, at 9:21:14
In reply to Re: Transition TroubleTo Noa, posted by Noa on January 6, 2000, at 6:24:24
Hello S.Suggs,
I would love to have the info on ADD sites,ect., you mentioned, I've been to the Bob Seay one, but would like to see others.
I haven't been diagnosed yet, but did a self test and had 17 out of 20 criteria! Also, Adderall(prescribed for fatigue) has been quite effective, with focus and motivation. These things and the fact that my symptoms go back to earliest remembered childhood, has me absolutely convinced that I should be diagnosed ADD W/O hyperactivity(have seen various Pdocs write it this way). Anyway, any info or comments would be most appreciated, since this whole concept is very new to me(I had never even considered ADD as one of my problems, because I always thought it basically meant hyperactive, which has *never* described me!). CarolAnn
Posted by S. Suggs on January 6, 2000, at 9:59:17
In reply to Re: ADD W/O hyperactivity (? for S.Suggs), posted by CarolAnn on January 6, 2000, at 9:21:14
CarolAnn: Here is one that seems to be a good site for you to start. If you are not happy with it, I'll be happy to look again. I hope it helps! Blessings!
www.nadc.org/start.htm
it has a link to a on line test:
www.oneaddplace.com/addcheck.htmThe NADC site looks pretty good with lots of info. Good surfing!
S. Suggs
Posted by CarolAnn on January 6, 2000, at 12:48:55
In reply to Re: ADD W/O hyperactivity (? for CarolAnn)try this, posted by S. Suggs on January 6, 2000, at 9:59:17
You are so sweet, you always have time for helping people out! Thank you very much!
CarolAnn
Posted by S. Suggs on January 6, 2000, at 14:31:14
In reply to Re: Thank you to S.Suggs, posted by CarolAnn on January 6, 2000, at 12:48:55
CarolAnn: It is truly my pleasure to help when I can.
Blessings,
S. Suggs
Posted by anna on January 6, 2000, at 17:27:10
In reply to Re: Anna's question, posted by Noa on January 5, 2000, at 19:17:44
> > what is the 12 minute cleanup? --anna
>
> I believe it was Janice who shared this idea. Once a day, you set a timer for 12 minutes and clean for that amount of time, no more no less. That way, you can avoid getting overwhelmed and will keep on top of things.
Posted by anna on January 6, 2000, at 17:32:59
In reply to Re: Transition Trouble, posted by Renee N on January 5, 2000, at 17:15:03
> > > > I am having, perhaps have always had, difficulty with transitions of any kind. At the moment it is leaving work to go home. I am glad I can leave work, but perhaps not so looking forward to home which isn't feeling like home cuz of how filthy it is. I told myself I would do my 12 minute cleanup maximum, per Janice's model, but I don't even feel like going there.
> > > >
> > > > I have difficulty with other transitions as well. Anyone else have this problem?
> > >
> > >
> > > I have add too, and yes, transitions are a problem--change is a problem, even small ones. I don't know why. Adderall helps, but not everything.
> > >
> > > what is the 12 minute cleanup? --anna
> >
> >
> >
> > Man, I love you guys! It feels so good to "go" somewhere and feel like people really truly understand, can relate to, and care about your eachother and and our problems.
> > People who don't have ADD or don't believe or understand the type without hyperactivity always think we are exaggerating our struggles. I wish they could follow me around for 24 hours and THEN give me their opinion. Yes, we all do stupid things, but not constantly like us. This week I locked myself out of my car at work one day and left my lunch in the car the next. I left icecream sitting on the freezer, forgot where I left my glasses, forgot to bring my ADDerall to work, can't remember if I took a pill 5 minutes ago, asked my kids,
> > "who ate all the eggs?" when they were sitting on the counter where I had placed them less than 3 minutes earlier...need i go on? Sound familiar? I do believe that those of us with a leaning toward depression dwell on these problems lmore than a more secure, cheerful, self confident person might in the same situation.
>
>
> Hi, it's me again. I just remembered that I also wanted to respond to the question about transition problems and ADD. Transitions require thinking about details and planning. Do you have everything you need? What time should you leave? Did I turn off the coffee? And on and on.Hey renee--I forget everything too!!! I even sent up a poost last month because I thought my memory was going. We do the same stuff. another thing I do--I made up my own planner--it's not pretty like the nice leather ones (I use a 3 ring notebook) but it is big and I took the best from all the systems and made it to suit me. It helsps.
Posted by Renee N on January 7, 2000, at 0:28:42
In reply to Re: Transition Trouble--renee, posted by anna on January 6, 2000, at 17:32:59
> > > > > I am having, perhaps have always had, difficulty with transitions of any kind. At the moment it is leaving work to go home. I am glad I can leave work, but perhaps not so looking forward to home which isn't feeling like home cuz of how filthy it is. I told myself I would do my 12 minute cleanup maximum, per Janice's model, but I don't even feel like going there.
> > > > >
> > > > > I have difficulty with other transitions as well. Anyone else have this problem?
> > > >
> > > >
> > > > I have add too, and yes, transitions are a problem--change is a problem, even small ones. I don't know why. Adderall helps, but not everything.
> > > >
> > > > what is the 12 minute cleanup? --anna
> > >
> > >
> > >
> > > Man, I love you guys! It feels so good to "go" somewhere and feel like people really truly understand, can relate to, and care about your eachother and and our problems.
> > > People who don't have ADD or don't believe or understand the type without hyperactivity always think we are exaggerating our struggles. I wish they could follow me around for 24 hours and THEN give me their opinion. Yes, we all do stupid things, but not constantly like us. This week I locked myself out of my car at work one day and left my lunch in the car the next. I left icecream sitting on the freezer, forgot where I left my glasses, forgot to bring my ADDerall to work, can't remember if I took a pill 5 minutes ago, asked my kids,
> > > "who ate all the eggs?" when they were sitting on the counter where I had placed them less than 3 minutes earlier...need i go on? Sound familiar? I do believe that those of us with a leaning toward depression dwell on these problems lmore than a more secure, cheerful, self confident person might in the same situation.
> >
> >
> > Hi, it's me again. I just remembered that I also wanted to respond to the question about transition problems and ADD. Transitions require thinking about details and planning. Do you have everything you need? What time should you leave? Did I turn off the coffee? And on and on.
>
> Hey renee--I forget everything too!!! I even sent up a poost last month because I thought my memory was going. We do the same stuff. another thing I do--I made up my own planner--it's not pretty like the nice leather ones (I use a 3 ring notebook) but it is big and I took the best from all the systems and made it to suit me. It helsps.Anna, look around, we have answered eachother elsewhere about similar topics. We must be kindred spirits. Since I have many aquaintances, but no one around to pal around with, it's good to find someone like you. Too bad you're nodt my next-door neighbor! :)
P.S. Both times I wrote posts to you I messed up by writing the subject in the name box and had to go back and fix it. I find myself wasting so much time fixing things because of my lack of attention to details and/or forgetting of all sorts. Yesterday I forgot to dial *9 before calling outside the office, forgot to put 1 before the area code, and a few other blunders before I finally got a call to go through . I ended up with a telephone tag message, ironicly to my son's doctor about his ADD!
Posted by anna on January 7, 2000, at 16:14:52
In reply to To: Anna, posted by Renee N on January 7, 2000, at 0:28:42
> > > > > > I am having, perhaps have always had, difficulty with transitions of any kind. At the moment it is leaving work to go home. I am glad I can leave work, but perhaps not so looking forward to home which isn't feeling like home cuz of how filthy it is. I told myself I would do my 12 minute cleanup maximum, per Janice's model, but I don't even feel like going there.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > I have difficulty with other transitions as well. Anyone else have this problem?
> > > > >
> > > > >
> > > > > I have add too, and yes, transitions are a problem--change is a problem, even small ones. I don't know why. Adderall helps, but not everything.
> > > > >
> > > > > what is the 12 minute cleanup? --anna
> > > >
> > > >
> > > >
> > > > Man, I love you guys! It feels so good to "go" somewhere and feel like people really truly understand, can relate to, and care about your eachother and and our problems.
> > > > People who don't have ADD or don't believe or understand the type without hyperactivity always think we are exaggerating our struggles. I wish they could follow me around for 24 hours and THEN give me their opinion. Yes, we all do stupid things, but not constantly like us. This week I locked myself out of my car at work one day and left my lunch in the car the next. I left icecream sitting on the freezer, forgot where I left my glasses, forgot to bring my ADDerall to work, can't remember if I took a pill 5 minutes ago, asked my kids,
> > > > "who ate all the eggs?" when they were sitting on the counter where I had placed them less than 3 minutes earlier...need i go on? Sound familiar? I do believe that those of us with a leaning toward depression dwell on these problems lmore than a more secure, cheerful, self confident person might in the same situation.
> > >
> > >
> > > Hi, it's me again. I just remembered that I also wanted to respond to the question about transition problems and ADD. Transitions require thinking about details and planning. Do you have everything you need? What time should you leave? Did I turn off the coffee? And on and on.
> >
> > Hey renee--I forget everything too!!! I even sent up a poost last month because I thought my memory was going. We do the same stuff. another thing I do--I made up my own planner--it's not pretty like the nice leather ones (I use a 3 ring notebook) but it is big and I took the best from all the systems and made it to suit me. It helsps.
>
> Anna, look around, we have answered eachother elsewhere about similar topics. We must be kindred spirits. Since I have many aquaintances, but no one around to pal around with, it's good to find someone like you. Too bad you're nodt my next-door neighbor! :)
>
> P.S. Both times I wrote posts to you I messed up by writing the subject in the name box and had to go back and fix it. I find myself wasting so much time fixing things because of my lack of attention to details and/or forgetting of all sorts. Yesterday I forgot to dial *9 before calling outside the office, forgot to put 1 before the area code, and a few other blunders before I finally got a call to go through . I ended up with a telephone tag message, ironicly to my son's doctor about his ADD!Renee
Heck, we'd be laughing so hard at all the stupid things we do we'd forget to go to work, clean--(uh, all the stuff we screw up now, anyway). I am so glad too, however, that there are people who do the dumb things I do....my friends are very put togehter, or at least don't run the washing machine without clothes, or have flooded their , bathrooms, etc regulary because they leave water running. You know, I do the same stuff with the phone, espeically given all the codes and things these days. I hardly ever get a call out on the first try. But, it's one thing I never think aboutAt did call a couple of cleaning services today to get estimates. I figure if I book someone next week, I will be forced to pick up this weekend. Yes!
I admire anyone with add and kids--how do you do it? If I had a family, DFS would likely take the kids away--I'd forget to feed them, or take them for their shots or whatever. (oh, I guess they are not puppies.)
Posted by Noa on January 7, 2000, at 16:21:21
In reply to Ren.--Never get a thing done if we were neighbors!, posted by anna on January 7, 2000, at 16:14:52
LOL, Anna!
Good luck picking up to prep for the cleaners. Hey, do you think they'd give us a group rate if we had them do all of our places?
Posted by S. Suggs on January 7, 2000, at 20:47:36
In reply to Ren.--Never get a thing done if we were neighbors!, posted by anna on January 7, 2000, at 16:14:52
It's funny the things we do (ADD'ers): My favorite is having to go back to the house from the car around 3-4 times to get everytings; going to a store and losing your car (you know it's not stolen) and in the process of looking for it, you try to make everyone in the parking lot think you know exactly where you are going and when you find your car, you also find the list you spent 30 minutes putting together etc... As far as having children go, it's tough (for all parents), but there is something to be said when they are your own. They do test your patience and as a positive result, give you greater patience. I as a father now find myself in public situations where a screaming child does almost nothing to me, whereas in the past, 5 years ago, I would have been in a fit over someones kids. I hope (afraid there is) there is not a genetical link, I'd hate to see this passed on to one of my two sons - 7months and almost 3 (yes the terrible two's are bad. Kids need and want limits and I think that is what it is about). Sorry to ramble, Blessings
S. Suggs
Posted by Renee N on January 8, 2000, at 1:19:03
In reply to Ren.--Never get a thing done if we were neighbors!, posted by anna on January 7, 2000, at 16:14:52
> > > > > > > I am having, perhaps have always had, difficulty with transitions of any kind. At the moment it is leaving work to go home. I am glad I can leave work, but perhaps not so looking forward to home which isn't feeling like home cuz of how filthy it is. I told myself I would do my 12 minute cleanup maximum, per Janice's model, but I don't even feel like going there.
> > > > > > >
> > > > > > > I have difficulty with other transitions as well. Anyone else have this problem?
> > > > > >
> > > > > >
> > > > > > I have add too, and yes, transitions are a problem--change is a problem, even small ones. I don't know why. Adderall helps, but not everything.
> > > > > >
> > > > > > what is the 12 minute cleanup? --anna
> > > > >
> > > > >
> > > > >
> > > > > Man, I love you guys! It feels so good to "go" somewhere and feel like people really truly understand, can relate to, and care about your eachother and and our problems.
> > > > > People who don't have ADD or don't believe or understand the type without hyperactivity always think we are exaggerating our struggles. I wish they could follow me around for 24 hours and THEN give me their opinion. Yes, we all do stupid things, but not constantly like us. This week I locked myself out of my car at work one day and left my lunch in the car the next. I left icecream sitting on the freezer, forgot where I left my glasses, forgot to bring my ADDerall to work, can't remember if I took a pill 5 minutes ago, asked my kids,
> > > > > "who ate all the eggs?" when they were sitting on the counter where I had placed them less than 3 minutes earlier...need i go on? Sound familiar? I do believe that those of us with a leaning toward depression dwell on these problems lmore than a more secure, cheerful, self confident person might in the same situation.
> > > >
> > > >
> > > > Hi, it's me again. I just remembered that I also wanted to respond to the question about transition problems and ADD. Transitions require thinking about details and planning. Do you have everything you need? What time should you leave? Did I turn off the coffee? And on and on.
> > >
> > > Hey renee--I forget everything too!!! I even sent up a poost last month because I thought my memory was going. We do the same stuff. another thing I do--I made up my own planner--it's not pretty like the nice leather ones (I use a 3 ring notebook) but it is big and I took the best from all the systems and made it to suit me. It helsps.
> >
> > Anna, look around, we have answered eachother elsewhere about similar topics. We must be kindred spirits. Since I have many aquaintances, but no one around to pal around with, it's good to find someone like you. Too bad you're nodt my next-door neighbor! :)
> >
> > P.S. Both times I wrote posts to you I messed up by writing the subject in the name box and had to go back and fix it. I find myself wasting so much time fixing things because of my lack of attention to details and/or forgetting of all sorts. Yesterday I forgot to dial *9 before calling outside the office, forgot to put 1 before the area code, and a few other blunders before I finally got a call to go through . I ended up with a telephone tag message, ironicly to my son's doctor about his ADD!
>
> Renee
> Heck, we'd be laughing so hard at all the stupid things we do we'd forget to go to work, clean--(uh, all the stuff we screw up now, anyway). I am so glad too, however, that there are people who do the dumb things I do....my friends are very put togehter, or at least don't run the washing machine without clothes, or have flooded their , bathrooms, etc regulary because they leave water running. You know, I do the same stuff with the phone, espeically given all the codes and things these days. I hardly ever get a call out on the first try. But, it's one thing I never think about
>
> At did call a couple of cleaning services today to get estimates. I figure if I book someone next week, I will be forced to pick up this weekend. Yes!
>
> I admire anyone with add and kids--how do you do it? If I had a family, DFS would likely take the kids away--I'd forget to feed them, or take them for their shots or whatever. (oh, I guess they are not puppies.)
>Anna--Your post had me laughing out loud! :o
On a more serious note--When I was first married my husband said he would be afraid to have kids, because I might leave them somewhere. This wasn't said in a heated rage or a joke. He had every reason to be concerned. A few years later we did have kids. I stayed at home until the last one was in first grade, and then worked at their school. Having children forces you to take responsibility seriously out of your overwhelming love and fierce protective instincts. I HAD to get more organized, and double check everything.(A helpful hint for ADDers who are planning on having kids---Breastfeed! You never can forget to bring the baby's food/milk, you don't have any bottles to wash (Only a couple of "jugs" in the shower! Crude, aren't I? If these kind of jokes offend anyone let me know and I will stop.), their diapers are a lot less stinky than formula fed babies', you don't have to worry about refridgeration or warming of bottles,or forgetting to buy formula, and it doesn't cost a dime. It also gives you a good excuse to be near your baby all the time, if you are so inclined. Oh, yeah, it helps you to lose weight fast after delivery. If you have to, or choose to work I'm sure it's harder to breastfeed, but so wonderful for mom and baby if you can manage it.
I have forgotten to pick up my kids from activities, but only a couple of times. It is very embarrassing. Recently, I didn't forget to pick them up, but didn't get done with my shopping at a store that's open 24 hours in time to get them from another store they were shopping at that closed at 11:00 pm. hey had insisted on leraving their coats in the car, which I had forgtten. I thought I would only end up being about 5 minutes late, but it was 20 minutes. I did have a watch. There is NO EXCUSE! They had to call my husband and he got them, and then waited for me in the parking lot, so I wouldn't panic. Before I saw his car pull up next to me, and could see the store lights were off with no kids in sight... He was so kind. He held me that night as I cried. I now wonder if the AD's I take led me to poor decision making, not thinking enough about how my kids would feel if I were even one minute late. This was one of the most upsetting things I've ever done in my life.
I must tell you though, that my children are not little kids, and very smart, or I wouldn't have even let them shop alone at night. We live in a town with a very low crime rate. I was shopping for their Christmas presents, last minute and very frustrated because I thought it would be as breeze, but I couln't find any of the things on one of their lists.
Okay, back to funny stories...When my daughter was only a few months old I bought her a very frilly dress to wear to have her picture taken(If you saw what little hair she had at the time, you would know why I chose such a girly outfit!). I put it on her to see how it fit. Soon she was crying. I couldn't calm her with any of the usual methods. I finally discovered that I had not taken the pins out of the new dress before putting it on her. She wasn't bleeding, but I'm sure it was horrible for her. I felt so bad for her, but even then, I hate to admit, I could see the humour in it. She forgave me then, and has continued to do so, even today when I forgot to stop by her school on my way to work to drop off money for a special after school activity. She called me less than half an hour before I left, and I completely fogot about it all day, but didn't forget that I needed to pick her up at 5:00. Strange to rememberthat parft, but not the other.
I think we should all quit our constant apoligizing for rambling. We all do it, and I enjoy reading it from others! If you can't ramble to fellow ADDer's and/or depressed friends, who can you ramble to?!
Posted by Julie on January 8, 2000, at 9:57:20
In reply to Re: Transition Trouble, posted by Noa on January 5, 2000, at 19:14:30
It's great to be able to read posts from fellow ADD-ers who deal with the same things I do--
My latest transition trouble: I work at home most days, writing a PhD dissertation. So I get into having the place to myself: clothes and books scattered all over, half-eaten bags of pretzels and cups of water lying around, taking naps and talking on the phone when my hyper-focus switches into no-focus, etc. Then at 4:30 my live-in guy comes home from work. A great guy whom I love very much...very non-ADD; we're still both learning about each other's patterns. And when he comes in I'm glad to see him but my own ADD world is gone for the day, and those first few minutes I feel myself getting inexplicably bitchy at him for absolutely no reason. Then I adjust to Couple World instead of ADD World and all is OK. But I don't want to snap at the poor guy when he walks in the door because I'm having a Transition Moment!
ADDers with non-ADD partners...ideas?
Posted by CarolAnn on January 8, 2000, at 11:09:19
In reply to Transition Trouble: Non-ADD partners, posted by Julie on January 8, 2000, at 9:57:20
Hey Julie, I have the same problem. I'm a stay-at-home mom and when my husband gets home, my thing is that not only do I not want to deal with him, I don't even want him to touch me. I've learned to stifle my feelings and put on a 5 or 10 minute "how was your day dear?"(hug, kiss)type of show. What helps is that years ago, I made a policy that he must *always* call and let me know he is on the way home from work. This gives me about 20 minutes to "reset" myself. Even with this though there are times when bitchiness happens. Fortuneatly, I've always communicated exactly what my problems are and explained to him exactly why he should not take any of it personally. He has adapted very well. Who else do you know whose partner knows, better then she does when PMS will hit?(by the position of the moon in relation to her cycle, no less?). Anyway, as time passes, there will always be new problems (mental health or not) cropping up and the only way to get thru (even unsolveable ones) is communication, communication, communication, and as much empathy as you can muster. Hope some of this helps.CarolAnn
Posted by dove on January 8, 2000, at 11:13:19
In reply to Transition Trouble: Non-ADD partners, posted by Julie on January 8, 2000, at 9:57:20
Adder here, I blinked twice when I read your post. Everyday I go through the exact same thing, twice. First,when the kids get home and then when my husband gets home. I hate the weekends also, no time to fix my brain or something, just taking care of everyone's needs. I am oversensitive ontop of all that, so I go around, carefully watching my husband for any signs of disapproval, or any negative feelings. I know I must drive them all nuts, and I try to deal with my feelings, but really find it difficult. If I see my husband look around, I immediately ask him if he needs something, do you need lunch, water, coffee, a pen? He can hardly turn around without me trying to get what I think he's looking for. He tells me to stop, because he can't even think around me.
So, short story long, I try to spend a few minutes everyday, before they walk through the door, mentally and emotionally preparing myself, almost like pep-talks. It doesn't always work, often it doesn't, but it's the only coping skills I have at the moment.
Anyone else with ideas?
dove
Posted by Janice on January 8, 2000, at 13:18:11
In reply to Re: Transition Trouble: Non-ADD partners, posted by dove on January 8, 2000, at 11:13:19
but until i read your posts, I had never put it into words.
I'm single right now, but that's a great idea Carol Ann; having people call before they come home. and speaking of having trouble with transtions - i like being single and i like being with someone I love, but i can barely tolerate the dating and breaking up periods - those transitions!
Anyone know why being so ADHD supersensitive leads to low self esteem? From what I can tell my brain thinks great thoughts, but my feelings just screw me over royally.
Dove, we must have very similar nervous systems and temperments! You write wonderfully, and I imagine you are/were an excellent student (if you remembered to show up, or got there before class was over). Janice
Posted by noa on January 8, 2000, at 14:56:28
In reply to Wow! same problem., posted by Janice on January 8, 2000, at 13:18:11
the idea of having some prep time before kids or hubbies come home is a good one. A long time ago when I was a teacher in a day care center, we started encouraging parents to be consistent in their pick-up times or to call us. That way we could give the toddlers a few minutes "warning". A lot of the kids had really bad adjustment problems in that going-home transition, often worse than the morning drop off. I think it is because the parents and we had focused on making the morning separation transition work, but hadn't thought so much about the pick up. Without the prep time, the kids felt interrupted, I think, just not ready to deal with reuniting with parents. Then, what would ensue is what is familiar to many parents, the meltdown, which of course, made the parents feel like dirt. But once we startd preping the kids, and as long as the parents kept a fairly consistent schedule, the transitions were smoother.
Posted by CarolAnn on January 8, 2000, at 15:34:16
In reply to Re: Wow! same problem., posted by noa on January 8, 2000, at 14:56:28
How about that? I was a daycare teacher for awhile too. I was also a live in Nanny for four years and the kids went thru exactly the same meltdown transition problems. My question, what do ADD'ers have in common with small children? I'm sure there's an answer somewhere in somebody's research.CarolAnn
Posted by CarolAnn on January 8, 2000, at 15:47:09
In reply to Wow! same problem., posted by Janice on January 8, 2000, at 13:18:11
Having only recently discovered my ADD, I have been pondering my childhood, connecting symptoms that I have now with the same type of things I was doing then, which were not diagnosable, since know one knew back then that there was such a thing as ADD W/O hyperactivity.
Anyway, what I see looking back are all these ADD behaviors that to the outside eye would have just looked like weirdness or laziness or something. I know that I *always* felt that I was so totally different from other kids, that there must *really* be something wrong with me. Lacking insight of course,over years of my childhood, I began to assume that the "something wrong" had to be my own fault. And it doesn't help to live in a family who see the differences but can't understand it and also assume that it is something you are "doing", rather then something you need help with. How could I *not* develope low self-esteem? I would bet that any ADD'er or ADHD'er could find similarities to this story if they thought about it long enough. Any comments or additional thoughts?CarolAnn
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